Movie: At Eternity's Gate

 I just finished watching the film At Eternity's Gate with William Defoe (an extraordinary role ) and a very extraordinary director
Julian Shnabel.
While my work as a painter is extremely unproductive unlike Vincent Van Gogh who had a short life, the difference between him and me as an artist is as follows:
He wanted to see what he saw, while I want to see what I think & feel ........